All of us, at some point in life, get brilliant ideas, only a few of us have the courage to take the next step. The fact that someone else loves you doesn’t rescue you from the project of loving yourself. Make your life a garden where you plant seeds of possibility and water them with gratitude. You are going to be alright, the problem of today can be worked through. Take time to breathe to calm down. Be very hopeful! The Lord comforts.