Don’t be so hard on yourself. Dealing with life, everyday stuff, and emotions can be tough. You’re a brave soul on a mission. You must make your own living and own opportunity. Don’t sit down and wait for the opportunities to come. Get up and make them. Breaking free from the imprisonment of old habits is one of the most beautiful ways to grow. It is more difficult to stay on top than to get there. Stop doubting yourself. The Lord assures.